Christmas this year

I don't know what I anticiapated for Christmas this year, but whatever it was, this isn't it! I can't complain too much, but I haven't done ANYTHING Christmasy yet. Nate is constantly gone. And I am soooo busy with three boys, preschool, my calling, that I just haven't done anything. I've watched my neighbors kids a few times so that they could go and do some holiday things (I'm sure it's nice to be a doctor). I sure hope I have fun in Utah, I love Christmas, I feel like singing that song from the Grinch "Where are you Christmas?" It probably doesn't help that it is raining right now. If anyone can give me some holiday cheer I could sure use it, RIGHT NOW!